Monday, March 21, 2011


I just don't know how much more bad news I can handle. I really don't. And tomorrow, I'm pretty much guaranteed to get more (granddad's health).

Sick kids. Find out another one has asthma. Lost the house/home/dream. My granddad's illness got worse, and now we are facing cancer with him too. I'm stuck in a place I LOATHE for another 12-18 months. We need to build credit by making a large credit purchase and paying it off. Well, we don't need a car and we have everything we need but a home. So at a loss at how to do that when you don't need to buy anything. And don't want to "just because". That's how people get into bad situations.

I feel like my sanity and life are cracking all around me. God, help me hold on, because I think I'm slipping.

1 comment:

  1. Ditto! Found myself on the edge of tears all day today. And spilling over a few times at work. I love you! Hang on! Ya know, when you feel you're at the bottom the only way to go is UP! I just keep telling myself that. And, remember how many people love you and put me near the top of that list.