I just don't know how much more bad news I can handle. I really don't. And tomorrow, I'm pretty much guaranteed to get more (granddad's health).
Sick kids. Find out another one has asthma. Lost the house/home/dream. My granddad's illness got worse, and now we are facing cancer with him too. I'm stuck in a place I LOATHE for another 12-18 months. We need to build credit by making a large credit purchase and paying it off. Well, we don't need a car and we have everything we need but a home. So at a loss at how to do that when you don't need to buy anything. And don't want to "just because". That's how people get into bad situations.
I feel like my sanity and life are cracking all around me. God, help me hold on, because I think I'm slipping.